Okay, so maybe being this happy and excited don't exactly fit me profile, but fuck it, its finally Friday and I get to go and have fun for the weekend. In Brighton, which is as close to home ground as I'm ever going to get, and I get to share it with people I think of as friends, and talk to them in a state of mind that ain't as fucked up as I've been the last month, and its going to be wicked fun.
So, who's coming to pick me up again?
So, who's coming to pick me up again?
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:16 pm (UTC)I am a little excitable today.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:29 pm (UTC)Yes, we should definitly talk on the train.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:34 pm (UTC)Or if we do, we deny it til we're blue in the face.
So, has Doug blushed himself to death yet, the way you've been teasing him?
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:36 pm (UTC)I do not think he died. Yet.
He might Monday.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:38 pm (UTC)Monday, eh? *grins* You're telling me all about that on the train. If I can't have evil plots of me own, I'll make do with hearing about yours. ;)
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:41 pm (UTC)Monday. *nods*
I will definitly explain on the train.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:56 pm (UTC)And I have a sneaking suspicion that she'll start making additions to me wardrobe if I don't get Rom onside...
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:57 pm (UTC)And a time and a place for brown suede lace-up leather pants.
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Date: 2004-03-19 07:01 pm (UTC)I had to hide them from my mother, because they were still in my carry-on bag, but that was not -that- hard.
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Merde.
Nevermind. Consider me attached.
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Date: 2004-03-19 08:03 pm (UTC)Why?
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Date: 2004-03-19 08:06 pm (UTC)Now I am -so- confused.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:14 pm (UTC)Oh, wait, you mean in Brighton?
Anyways, I'm glad things are looking up for you, Amanda. We'll have to have that chat at some point. Sorry that I got offline right as you were getting on. Was completely beat due to it being around 3 or 4 AM.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:32 pm (UTC)It seems the week for talks. It's a bit worrisome; I'm glad to have the chance to try and fix things with people, but I'm scared to death of saying the wrong thing and making it worse. And there's stuff I ought to explain but I can't yet.
And yeah, I was talking about Brighton. Okay, so Lee and Monet will be there, and there's no way in hell I consider them friends, but the rest of them are. I might have fucked things up with one or two of them, but the fact that bothers me is a good thing, right?
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:40 pm (UTC)No worries with me. You'll have every chance to fix things. And to my mind, you've already started at it by getting help. No rush on the things you can't explain yet, either.
And yeah, in a weird way, the fact that messing things up bothers you is a good thing. It means you understand what happened, you feel sorry for it, and you want to make it better. That's all anyone can ask of you. Nobody's perfect.
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Date: 2004-03-19 06:49 pm (UTC)*nods* I am trying. I can't promise I'll be very good at fixing things, 'cause I ain't never had to before, but I'll try. Still, can't help but be a bit miffed that it took... stuff happening and me leaving the country for people to finally decide it was time to let me know they didn't in fact want me head on a pole. Would have helped a lot, knowing that. Still, no use crying after spilled milk and all that.
Fuck. Homily's damn adages are catching.