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Only this time it was by Strange and Rom all day yesterday for the magical side of the physical. Cleaning the last of the Enchantress's spell out of my head (Manny broke it, but he couldn't get rid of all of it, not being a magic user), checking things out power-wise, another dawn purification ritual in the fucking buff (Strange wasn't there for that *snorts*). Upshot is I have a shiny new amulet thingie, made with the Asgard power Strange got from Doug, blue this time, and a weird, disconnected sort of feeling. I think Rom's playing with my reactions a bit, worried I'm about to freak out or something.

Oh, and I'm due some karmic backlash for a certain binding spell. Actually, I'm already getting backlash of a sort, but that's different. Still, I did what I thought I had to do, and I'll accept the results, even if they suck.

Called Beth last night after the Wonder Twins were done with me. Shinobi, any chance of that ride this afternon?
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Date: 2004-08-12 07:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
Karma is a stone bitch, I think.

If you did whatever it was that you did because you had to and you had no other choice, then why should you be punished for it?

It was necessary.

Date: 2004-08-12 07:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-empath.livejournal.com
I know this.

Give me time for my emotions to get with the program. I've not been treated well by folks who did what you did in the past, and I'm currently having very loud arguments with my past that the circumstances and outcome are Very Different now than they were then.

However, if you happen to have any thorazine in your room, best to keep that fact well to yourself.

Manuel

I do believe you.

Date: 2004-08-12 07:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-empath.livejournal.com
I didn't think that you did - that sentence slipped out before I could stop it.

Stupid traumas.

But, to reinforce: I do believe you. I know that you very likely saved me from a very painful sexual execution by the Enchantress. I _know_ this.

In my heart and in my memories, though, I keep seeing the doctors and the needles. I just need some time to work through it all.

Will you give me that time?

Manuel

Re: ...

Date: 2004-08-12 07:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
So you are being ... punished for making an unwise decision under pressure?

Even though you did not do it with malicious intent?

That's bloody unfair.

But that's what happened!

Date: 2004-08-12 07:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-empath.livejournal.com
Nevertheless, I will try to be a little more discreet.

Manuel

Re: ...

Date: 2004-08-12 07:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
But you were not you when you were...


Gah. This is just bloody unfair. My friends should not get in trouble for things that were not their damn fault.

Why the hell doesn't The Enchantress get karmic backlash for the things SHE did? Why doesn't Loki?

Re: Not how I read it.

Date: 2004-08-12 07:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-empath.livejournal.com
No, you are very much not.

But I do spend an awful lot of time with you because it is safe.

I need to stop being safe and start risking a little.

Manuel

Re: ...

Date: 2004-08-12 07:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
She will just rebuild eventually.

Loki... *shudder* That is one I am glad I never had to deal with. Odin was enough of a bastard in the first place.

I still say you were manipulated into letting her. Taking reponsibility is one thing, but ... I suppose it just seems unfair. I did things I am not proud of or happy about, but I do not take karmic backlash. You do. How is that fair?

He's not that bad a sort, really.

Date: 2004-08-12 07:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-empath.livejournal.com
I got to know him fairly well in the time I spent with him.

He has very definite ideas about right and wrong, some of which are a little bent. But he cares for his people, loves his wife, and serves his purpose in soceity to the absolute best of his ability.

He loves his adoptive father and even his brother Thor, despite all that has transpired between them. He helped me a lot with coming to grips with the things I had done.

Manuel

Re: He's not that bad a sort, really.

Date: 2004-08-12 08:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
Manny? He sent us to Asgard. He is the reason Doug has a scar on his chest, the reason I have scars on my shoulder.

He is the reason we -all- had to deal with three months of hell. How can you say he is not -that- bad?

Re: He's not that bad a sort, really.

Date: 2004-08-12 08:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-rahne.livejournal.com
That's... not how I'd describe my time there, though I do know most of the rest of you had it much worse.

Re: Scars

Date: 2004-08-12 08:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
...

This is going to sound stupid, but I kind of want to keep mine. It is.. a reminder.

Re: ...

Date: 2004-08-12 08:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
This stinks. Is there anything I can to do help?

Re: He's not that bad a sort, really.

Date: 2004-08-12 08:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-empath.livejournal.com
Because I _got to know him_?

I never said he was perfect. He took all of us and scattered us across space and time for revenge, and because he is the God of Chaos, and you'll have to admit that all of us running around was highly chaotic.

Manuel

Re: ...

Date: 2004-08-12 08:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] x-tarot.livejournal.com
Sure. Blonde looks odd on you.

Are you getting the piercings re-done too?
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