Had to go and say it, didn't I? Guess who can't sleep?
So, I'm awake, I'm bored, and I'm thinking. Not a good combination at this time of... morning. I keep wondering if the only reason I've been doing so well is because of this place. And I'm nervous about coming back. I mean, I know I've started making headway with fixing things with people, but it's easy to do all the way over here, especially when there was the possibility of not coming back. And I know what I'm like when I'm stressed, what me first impulse is. 'S going to be hard, doing this clean.
Ain't nothing for it but to try, tho'.
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I hope Pete's doing all right. He's been gone a far while now...
So, I'm awake, I'm bored, and I'm thinking. Not a good combination at this time of... morning. I keep wondering if the only reason I've been doing so well is because of this place. And I'm nervous about coming back. I mean, I know I've started making headway with fixing things with people, but it's easy to do all the way over here, especially when there was the possibility of not coming back. And I know what I'm like when I'm stressed, what me first impulse is. 'S going to be hard, doing this clean.
Ain't nothing for it but to try, tho'.
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I hope Pete's doing all right. He's been gone a far while now...
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Date: 2004-03-27 07:54 am (UTC)And I promise no alarm clocks, just tea. ;)