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[xp_daytripper]

Nice to know there's nothing I can do to make up for what I've done. Makes me wonder why I bother.

Tell me why I'm not off me face right now? Oh, that's because I'm trying to be a better person. Only there's no point because it doesn't count, does it? There's always going to be the past still against me.

Someone want to come and sit on me for a while? I don't trust myself right now.

Comments

Re: Heh

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Mmm, not-talking. A personal favorite of mine, if you mean the not-talking that I think you mean.

Yep, you do.

Sure, feel free to stop by. Mind the candles - I like watching the blues and yellows and reds of the flames. They help me focus.

Manuel

Re: Heh

[xp_daytripper]

You know, if it was anyone else but me, I'd say you were going for the romantic mood. *grins*

Hey now!

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Why can't I be romantic with you? You seemed to indicate a little while ago that you liked it.

Manuel,
trying not to be angry

I was joking.

[xp_daytripper]

That's what the little *grins* was at the end.

I just... forget it. Nothing I say today is coming out right and I'm just pissing people off. Sorry. Again.

OH!

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I am a gigantic stupidhead, as Marie-Ange would say.

I'm sorry.

Feel free to stop by if you want to. I'll even try to catch your jokes - I have trouble with humor in English.

Manuel

Later?

[xp_daytripper]

I'm tired and crabby today, and everything I say comes out wrong. I'm heading outside to get some air and try and clear my head. Come and find me later, if you still want to.