Fuck

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Nice to know I'm not thought of as capable of making a decision, or telling someone no. I did what I did last night 'cause I thought it needed doing. I knew the risks going in, and I don't regret nothing.

Now I'm going to go find some non-magical way of blowing off steam before I do something stupid. Oh, sorry, stupider.


Thanks for those that stuck up for me.

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Very well.

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As you wish.

Your anger is yours, to deal with as you wish. And if your judgement is shot, that means mine is nonexistant.


Manuel

Re: Very well.

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Better angry and dealt with now than pushing it aside and having it blow up in my face later. And with the magic, that's more a actual thing than an expression.

Non-existant how? Meaning me? I'm sorry if that came out bad, like I said, I'm angry and I don't think well when I'm angry.

I was just thinking...

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of the many extremely stupid things I've done since I got here.

Now that I don't have any of the emotional associations, I can see exactly how fucking dumb I really am sometimes.

It's amazing that I managed any rational thought at all.

Manuel

Re: I was just thinking...

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*wry grin* Well, yeah, sometimes you were a bit of a pillock. But not all the time, and there was some good you did as well. Just remember that, when you're hating yourself, okay?

All right if I come by later tonight, when I'm done thinking and being shirty? I'd like to talk. And not-talk.

Sure.

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Just come on in when you're ready. I'll be here.

Manuel

Re: I was just thinking...

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You got your powers back? Awesome, man! I know that was bugging you.

Still exploring it, but yeah.

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Seems like I did.

Manuel